devmeet 2008

This post is for the BRUNEI DEVMEET 2008.




Yeee-ah, I am too tired to blog for now.

:D :D :D

so much much more

GEH. I have been refusing myself from blogging. OK OK. I shall blog all I have missed out now.

First off, my cosplay costume as Nakahara Sunako. I was 'thisclose' to change my mind of changing my character from Sunako to Noi-chan (also from My Fair Lady). Why you say? It is because of this:

Price: BND11.60

Yah, a frizzy wig. It wasn't an accident, I really bought it thinking that it should be okay for Sunako but I didn't think that it would be VERY FRIZZY. It was made for Holloween actually, I think. GAH. If I knew, I could have done the Sunako's Holloween costume instead of the uniform. OK OK so Misery offered me her looong brown wig (she was initially going to cosplay as Noi) then seeing my hesitation (maybe), before we went to get some 'snow', she brought me to the Happy Star Trading co.

Then I saw it.

THE WIG, with Sunako's bangs!

Price: BND21.90

GEH. I was like: O_O I SOULD HAVE GONE THERE EARLIER!

I bought the frizzy one at Little M, like, HAMPIR JUA TU! OK, seriously, sebenarnya I was starving at that time. We haven't eaten our lunch yet because my dad said "Caritah dulu wig mu ah" So the only thing I was thinking about was... food -_-". Yatah seriously I was regretting it.

I know its not loong enough and that I could have 'grown' them, but its pretty. Even prettier than my hair. Well I do not consider my hair pretty pulang. -_-" (depressed)

Then I went to the tailor shop to pick up the uniform costume.

Price: BND40.00 + BND10.00 (fabrics)

Though it is not exactly like the prints I gave her -_-' ... it is not bad actually. It is quite neat and a perfect fit. I also bought the socks; its a net socks instead of the 'thick' school socks because I do not want to sweat my feet a lot. XD Then the shoes, nyeh, I didn't buy that. Its my sister's. :D:D

Price: BND 3.90

Price: Priceless. XD

The sum of all that equals to:

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TA DAAA.

Price: BND87.40 XD

OH and I decided not to wear a bini hat pasal rimas lah. FUFUFUUFUUU~!!

geh.

I was just going to blog about my sunako costume but hmm.... never mind. I got sleepy from Plurking the whole hour. It seems that I am very addicted to Plurk these days. And THANKS to Amalish for that. :D:D:D:D:D

its okay.

I thought I was strong enough to accept anything. Apparently, I have yet, a lot to learn. I wanted to be as calm and positive as I expect myself to be but I guess I am not mature enough. So I can only become paranoid.

Why didn't they call?
Why didn't they inform me?
Why didn't I get selected?
Was I too much?
Was I too inadequate?
Were my references bad?
Or was it my PoS?
etc.
etc.

So while my mind was going wild, I decided to text SY.
To my dismay, she wasn't called too. -_-"
I really thought that she would have already been informed.

She calmly reply my chaotic message, saying: ...because it is hard to get a scholarship and there are many other chances though.

GOODNESS. I can immediately see our different level of maturity.

But actually, my cousin, who was informed, was even more chaotic than me. About the fact that, I didn't get "the call" -_-"

G, if you are reading this: I am still glad that you called and told me, though it hurts. T_T

JOKE :D:D:D

But seriously, I wasn't too confident with it that I even limit myself from being confident. Or maybe I should not have done that? GEH.

MISERY: I am so sorry if I can't make your NZ tour a dream come true. D': D': A UK tour perhaps? :D:D

So as soon as I replied my cousin's message, I instantly start a new application: MS WORDS and wrote:

Personal Statement

I want to further my higher education in Physiotherapy. WHY?!?! WHY DID THIS HAPPENED TO ME?!?!?! TT__TT

(I broke down)

FUUU XD. No, actually, I barely continue my second sentence. I couldn't think of anything. I also, immediately went to ucas and check for UK universities that offers Physiotheraphy course. GEH.

--the following paragraph has nothing to do with the above issue, that is if you can read this note--

Then I stopped halfway and continue my ONEMANGA-ing, now that is more refreshing since Skip Beat 133 is up! FUFUUFUU~ And thank goodness, Special A is back on track! I love mangas over animes afterall. You see, I finished Special A anime and the ending was... okay. BUT the manga is far more OKAY. ITS GREAT, FANTASTIC, BRILLIANT, SUPERB, ...etc. I was exaggerating, I only meant to say that I like the manga plots more. :D:D

Then I stopped halfway to finish my Jumong DVD3. So far I think its getting interesting. The story plot that is. Actually at this moment, my dad is watching DVD1, my sister DVD2, me DVD3 and my mom is on DVD4: all at different places. 3 of us use laptops while my mom is using the DVD player. XDXDXD So we are definitely catching up with each other.

I am just getting along with my fate.

VK

Vampire Knight 46 is out!

ZEROOOOOOOO~~! Don't go. D':

I still root for Kaname-sama though. :D:D:D

tralalalala~~

PFFBTT.

PFFBBTTJERKGRHH.

o,o don't mind me.

Probably this is my third time posting up my own photo in my own blog. I was pretty bored all afternoon while waiting for my crappy laptop to boot (I keep on having the blue screen). I don't even know what verb to use for this - vain-ing? emo-ing? Whateverlahs. The important thing is: this is me being Sunako, and wigless. I also had to cut my bangs short (it was a mess). This is straight from my phone and no editing was done (except for the trademark?).

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very hectic

Day 1 - Medical Services briefing

Paediatric
(nada gambar lain bah)

Day 2 - Radiology

Ultrasound (not for pregnancy)

CT Scan

(Yes, radiation. Not the CT Scan area, tempat lain)

For the breasts (I forgot the name)


For kids

FORGOT THE NAME! Grh.


The Dark Room

(the dark room is freaky mann)

(Inside the dark room, with the lights switched off, only the red ones lit up)

(I forgot the name; flims for X-rays?)

For the teeth. FORGOT THE NAME AGAIN!

(Jerold a.k.a Jirul was always the model. Fufu~!)

(Hohoho! We got the chance to wear the 'white coats'!)

Basically I am on attachment at RIPAS Hospital with another 13 'post-college' students from MD and Sayyidina Ali, KB. These were the only photos that I was able to capture using a N70 phone since last Monday. As you can see, most are from the Radiology department because the supervisor there is fun. I would have taken more pictures of my rotation week if I brought my D60.

So far, I have made up my mind on NOT taking lab works and will consider therapies as my options for undergraduate courses, hopefully Physiotherapy. I was dead tired from the 'to and fro' visits to every departments and the coming Saturday is our last day of the one week rotation. Next I am considering myself to continue my Shadow attachment at Physiotherapy and possibly, Occupational Theraphy (O.T). Or maybe a volunteer work at Child Development Centre (CDC) at Kiarong, just to gain the experience to handle paediatric patients with various disabilities. I am still thinking.

Our visit to the Dialysis Centre at Rimba today was fun too! Again like Day 3, I didn't take any photos.

TAGGED

Tagged by Amalish

1. What’s the relationship of you and her/him?
+ A friend? We just get along well.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her/him?
+ Friendly, cute, independent, outgoing and apanah? ... capi-capi. Fufufu~!!

3. The most memorable things she/he have said to you.
+ "Sampai bekulat ku menunggu"... HAHAHA!!

4. The most memorable things she/he had done for you.
+ Introducing me to PLURK! HAHAHA! (Baru tadi actually)

5. If she/he becomes your lover, you will
+ Mau ko kan mal jadi galpren ku? ... HAHAHAHA! Sorry, aku pun straight.

6. If she/he becomes your enemy, you will
+ I really can't imagine us bitch fighting. HUHUHU!

7. If she/he becomes your love, she/he has to improve on
+ I can't think of anything for her to improve on. ;)

8. The most desirable thing to do on him/her is?
+ On her? I don't know. But if WITH her, the most desirable thing to do is to go outings!

9. The overall impression of him/her is
+ VELI VELI NICE! She is fun to talk with about random stuffs!

10. How do you think the people around you feel about you?
+ Hah, this is easy. They think I am arrogant. T_T

11. The characteristic that you think you have, is?
+ NOT-ARROGANT. ;)

12. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate of yourself is?
+ Coward-ish. D:

13. The most ideal person that you want to be is?
+ Someone. :)

14. For the people who care about you and like you, say something to them.
+ Thank you for caring. May God bless you all. :D :D

15. peoples you tag
+ Mcm si Amalish, aku pun malas kan tag.

1. Amalina
2. Jeslyn
3. Caesar
4. Humairah
5. Wali
6. Nis
7. Nabeelah
8. Yasir
9. Fatin
10. Naz

16. Who is No. 2 having a relationship with?
+ Yaoi. (giggle)

17. No. 3 a male or female?
+ Female. LOL. MALE BAH.

18. If No. 7 and No. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?
+ I think so? I think they ARE together, at work? Kah?

19. How about No.5 and No. 8?
+ HAHA! That would be just GREAT!

20. What is No. 1 studying about?
+ Making props?

21. Is No. 4 single?
+ I don't know. Single ko kah mairah?

22. Say something about No. 6?
+ Shes getting cuter each day. ;) ;) ;)

Wow, I did list them randomly.

SUNAKO-ing

(When she was asked to be a model: she turned out to be chibi all the time during the photoshoot)

(Known fact about Sunako: she can't stand being surrounded by BRIGHT CREATURES)

(I forgot when is this ~_~)

(This too)

(This is during Valentine's Day: Sunako loves CHOCOLATES!)

(And she loves gore movies too: "SAW")

I can't get enough of her. *_*
Please do read and watch Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge / Wallflower / My Fair Lady manga.
You'll never get bored!

Holy shittake part 2

*Continuation from this post.

Apparently, this is the ONLY photo that is safe.


Well, it wouldn't be fair if I say it like that. I meant to say the only safe photo FROM MY 19th BIRTHDAY. It is from my Facebook (I think some people should recognised, its my profile photo). I shouldn't have deleted my photo albums back then; I COULD HAVE RETRIEVED EVERYTHING, especially Miss Yani's. Inda ku sampat membagi teacher the photos bah. And plus, atu tah saja photo ku sama teacher Yani. GOD, AKU BANAR-BANAR SASAK.

P/S: Awu, that one is my boyfriend, si Yush. He looks like a baddie~ And I looked, weird. No comment.

sweet revenge

I don't feel like Sunako-ing today.

First, Yush, then my dad. Siigh. God, how much worse can this be? May be my sister knew that I was such in a bad mood so when she came home, she brought me Buttercookies. One of my favourites. Ah, just forget about it.

The day after tomorrow, the attachment. I have been looking forward to it ever since I heard about it last year. Some of my acquaintances from MD will be there too -- Gmah (LT12), Yee Ping (Bio), Shiou Yii (GP) and Jerold (Chem). We will be having a 1-week rotation service (but in fact the 1-week is merely 5 days excluding Friday and Sunday). Jangan salah, the schedule given is fully packed with everything! I think I am going to enjoy my attachment, somehow.

We are not paid for the attachment. It is just for the sake of knowing many different health-related careers that we can have and to experience it for a short while. As for me, it is between Scientific Services or Physiotherapy. Physiotherapy course - only God knows how exaggerated I was when I heard about people being nude during lessons just for the sake of learning about the "body". I can accept it now though. It is afterall, for the knowledge.

GTG. (stail lama)

P/S: I can't find my wig TT_TT (I shouldn't have cut my hair!) and my so-called 'school uniform' cost me BND40. It that a reasonable price? I thought it should be less than that. Afterall, it is a 'school uniform'. Is it that hard to make that kind of school uniform kah auntie? Or maybe she thought that I am just a spoilt brat who wouldn't care about how much my 'SCHOOL UNIFORM' would cost. Bah fine whatever, you are the tailor afterall. I can't do anything about that. My dad didn't care, but I care about money OKAY. My family is actually acquainted with one of the tailors (the main reason why I want to do my uniform there) but she moved to other branch. That is the reason why I didn't get a 'smooth' deal. GAHH!

P/S/S: That is why I got into a really bad mood. Akhirnya Sunako-ing jua ku nah. I JUST HOPE IT WILL TURN OUT VERY WELL SINCE IT COST ME BND40. Awu, jangan komplain because I have always been like this when it comes to money.

progression

Look what I made!

From this pile of potential junks

To this guy right here

This memo book is derived from Chapter 72 -Takenaga's Honor. This one:


Oh yes, I brought my materials. Cost me BND10. The dark blue cloth was 1.80/m and the white one was 4.70/m (made from some kind of a cotton family she said) -_- It was easy for me to choose the materials. I just point this and that, pay and go out. Macam baju kanak-kanak darjah pra ah punya material.


I don't have a long black school socks so I am going to buy that tomorrow together with a bini hat. I was also planning to buy a violet contact lens but to save my budget, I'll just stick with my clear ones. School shoes? I am not planning to wear mine, too fancy for Sunako. I'll use my sister's ones, those that she wore AGES AGO. What else ah? OH WIG! I heard from my sister's friend that the long wig cost BND80 -_-' My mom said she wouldn't pay BND80 for just a wig. Kan di apanya jua nya.

This is how I suppose to look like:

Hope it will be a success ;)

adulthood

Am I still a kid to you?

True that parents, no matter how big, wide and tall their children has become, will only see them still as the innocent, obedient and sometimes naughty little kids. I don't like being seen like that still after all this years.

(I did type a long paragraph here but I think it was too, explicit.)

paradox

It is really funny on how I managed to complain so much over June AS examination, as to say that it was really a big deal. Some didn't think so. While I was reminiscing my past, I came across this post. Since 2008 is coming to an end, it is only natural for one to take a look back at ones life for the past year, right?

Actually I am thinking of skipping this topic and move on to the next one. ^_^

GREAT NEWS: I just received a phone call from Jes and she said "YOUR SUNAKO!"~♥♥♥

I knew what it was, the cosplay is on! And it will be my first ever cosplay, and as my most favourite character of them all, NAKAHARA SUNAKO! ~~♥♥

This girl right here.

Who can be like this:

And this:

So don't tell me that someone else is doing her. I did plan big though i.e. steal Biology lab punya human anatomy mannequin, because I can't afford B$100+ just for a Hiroshi-kun (one of Sunako's mannequins: others are John, Josephine and Akira-kun). And I was planning to get some skulls, a huge one for a John, but it is hard to find it in Brunei and I haven't really tried internet buying (although Jes advised me to). But now I have my own plan of doing small 'props' for Sunako. May not be extravagant like having mannequins all over (I wish), just some details.

I am not choosing her as my character because of my confidence in portraying her. OKAY look, to put it in simple terms, I am not Sunako. People don't describe me like this:

• Often referred to as Ghost girl or Scary girl due to her dark presence.
• A lover of solitude, gore movies, anatomical dolls and objects that reflect the ugly side of life as she puts it.
• Has locked herself away in a world of solitude due to a traumatic experience with her first love.

That is just not me, at least not all of that. But I like her character very much, not a candidate for a role model though but as someone I could see way deep down inside me, someone who I ought to be I think, that is if I hadn't got the confidence.

Tomorrow morning I am going to get my butt to the tailor shop, WITH MY MOTHER. Of course before that I have to buy some school uniform materials and thank God the colour of the school uniform is the same colour as the ones primary schools' wears (I wonder if mom still keeps mine?). Oh in case you are wondering why, I am cosplaying as Nakahara Sunako in her school uniform; a uniform which gives out some kind of 'catholic' vibe.

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EHHHHHHHHHHHH?! (like the typical japanese's "EHHH?!")

I did kept all Sunako's uniform photos for examples to show to the tailor but I seem to delete it already because I naively thought that I could just re'save' the image from the manga. AND now I am taking my bloody time searching for those pictures! Then I think I'll have to read the manga again, for the sake of my cosplay. ;p Google don't have those good photos from the manga.

P/S: Where to get such long straight (and black) wig ah? I already cut my hair short, again. What about a bini hat? I have an orange bini hat and I don't think Sunako would wear such bright colour. (giggle)

pouting

Yes, I know you are a pretty girl but you don't have to pout so much, bida tia.

I have moodswings lately, not just because I am sick. Some biotic factors also contributes to this ruthless behaviour of mine. I can't seem to get rid of it any sooner. I feel like I want to go out, but I refuse. I have been wanting to go to Hokko to buy some white felts but no money, no car, so no talk. Apart from cottons, that is the only material left for me to make some bunnies softies. Siigh. My hands are itching, I really want to sew some more (I sound like an old lady).

PFFFBBTT.

in trance

So here I am again, who was supposed to be soundly asleep. I did drowsed for a while but it came to my senses that he may be online. But he has not, so I am quite disappointed. Now it is hard for me to go to sleep so I decided to ONEMANGA-ing. I just finished "Cutie Boy"; its Manhwa. It is not a famous manga but why would that be a reason to not read it, right? Next up is NANA. Now this one is famous; a complete set -- manga, anime and live-action. But macam malas jua ku kan baca because I don't want myself to be attached to it like what I did to HYD and many other mangas. Especially when it is still ongoing, and also ones that is already completed. Ongoing mangas are a pain to the ass; I don't like to wait, I want to know what happens next. BUT when it is completed, I DON'T WANT IT TO END! Especially when there is romance. What can I do jua kan?

Speaking of HYD, the movie is already out RUPANYA. I did not know, not until I went to Mysoju and saw "Hana Yori Dango 3 The MOVIE". How come I didn't know? I thought I was such a huge fan. Actually before I did came across a HYD forum and they rumored of ...a THIRD SEASON of HYD? Of course I didn't believe it: I really think that the finale of season 2 was the best ending for HYD. It couldn't get any better, and there couldn't possibly be anymore mischiefs done by Doumyoji's mom. Then I was wrong again. Hmm, now I am curious. Bah kan lyt HYD 3 ku dulu!

EDIT: GRHH! Just when I was about to watch it, it VANISHES! "Ops. The video is not available" Damn you! Nevertheless, now I am watching Shugo Chara! again, from where I 'abandoned' it. I think I know exactly why I am addicted to Shugo Chara: ITS THE CHARAS! THEY ARE TOO CUTE!! OH believe me, they are. I can't resist this elementary-level anime because of that. I thought I was too childish but it seems that I am too into the charas (and not the character transformations OKAY).