Orientation Day 2

A not-so-hectic day.
The aura in the Auditorium was... suffocating.
I feel bored, though I had to take at least 200 photos.
Block 5: only Din and I were on duty. Jerold was late, and Mira, too.
I dared myself to go UP FRONT to take SOME photos of guy juniors because it would have been unfair to them.
As expected, none were as good. Low light intensity.
I should have played with ISO.
To my dismay, I saw Arif, my loooong lost neighbour.

Photo of the day: 'Just smile.' ...for now.
Some of the juniors will, sooner or later, understand what I meant by saying that.
I like this picture. Its totally candid.
Everyone can do this shot.

Orientation Day 1

I try not to exaggerate but...
OH MY GOODNESS
BEs are outnumbering us!
They total up to 1000++ with 27 BE groups!
Which has exceeded 06/07 and 07/08 batches!
And the funny thing is, *giggles*....... never mind.
Luckily our GP class was cancelled, which makes me free on Block 1 and Block 5!
I get to be on duty! Yay.
Zazzu was luckier, he get to be there the whole day, with his cool big ass Nikon DSLR.
Mimi, Jerold, Mira and Syaz was there too, plus Din and Munir.
&& I met Agnes, Farah and Ezah, and some juniors from SMB!
&&& my cousin, Diah.
They (BEs) dominated the Canteen, and we only get to have lunch half an hour after, AND in Zerah's Maths class.

OK OK. Photo of the day! 'The boy band.'
It is not the best but I sort of like this photo.

Solid 8

Teen Pregnancy

I am out of words.

Just finished Juno.

I cried in the end, not that I am facing the same situation or something.

It made me wondered; what things would be like if you happen to be like her, how things will change, your faith and everything.

Take the recent child dumping; how cruel can the 'parent' be. But like my mom said, 'they' probably wasn't planning to suffocate that poor baby there, they probably just want him to be found by someone, which was why in the first place they put him there. This also made me think so much that why, WHY can't they just give him away for good - and to good people - those people who longed to have a baby boy all this years.

But the baby was after all meant to be in heaven.

Please, take responsibility.

I know this may sound like it is easy for me to talk it out; what if I face the situation itself? What would I be thinking?

Think.

Savvy.

"You weren't here? ...I didn't notice."
Pity. I am unnoticeable.
2 months of school term, 4 absences.
"Yala t'cher, I am always weak!"
"Stress.. maybe? So you have to eat more and sleep more."
...but some notices too.
OK so, it has been ages since I got back to my primary school; S.R.A.P.
There was this tree near my grandma's place, and when at midnight, it looks pretty amazing to me. I always wanted to catch some of the moment at that time.
BUT since I am lacking SLR and this wide angle lens, whatever you would call it, I can only do the normal upward shot.
Contrast it and here is the result.
It looked like I was using some brush from PS.
But I like it.

P/S: This is taken during the day since I can only make it during the day.

Just hold on.

"Do not stop. Just keep on trying."

Tagged by Amalish

Tagged by Amalish.

1.Do you like anyone?
Well, I like my boyfriend. Any comment on that?

2. Are you flirty?
No.

3. Are you a player?
No.

4.Would you get back together with any of your exes?
I did.

5. Have you ever kissed anyone on your top friends?
Who? My girlfriends? No.

6. Do you want a valentine date?
We do not celebrate V Day.

7. Have you slept over at the opposite sex's house?
Do you mean cousin's?

8. Do you prefer group dates or single ones?
Single ones.

9. Would you kiss light or make out sessions?
Kiss LIGHT? Hmm, WHAT?

10. Do you like cuddling up while watching a movie?
No.

11. Any plans for valentines day?
We did not celebrate V Day.

12.What's the best valentines day present for a girl?
Making her day perfect.

13. For a guy?
Making his day perfect? What would I know.

14. Are you single or taken?
Proudly taken.

I tagged everyone on my link list. ;)

Foggy Night.

Tagged by Kimah and LaLa

Tagged by Kimah and LaLa.

Here are two simple rules:
1) Copy and then Answer the questions, if you're tagged
2) Tag other blogger buddies! (as many as you want)
===So let's get to know eachother a LITTLE better===

Tell me your real name
-D. N. Z. Hidayah

Your nickname(s)
-Zat, Z, Dayah.

Most weird name you were called
-Izzatil.

How about the most annoying?
-Katil.

Your sex
-Female

Your sexuality
-Straight

Your Birthdate
-7th November

Your sign
-Scorpio

Your current location
-Lala's place

Tell us about your lineage
-Pure Bruneian.

Your ethinicity
-Malay

Are you single/taken/attached/not available/available/married?
-Taken and not available

Highschool/College/University/Working?
-College

What subjects or course are you taking?
-BIO/CHEM/MTH/GP

What's your occupation?
-Full-time student

Do you drive?
-Yes. Lesen L. Haha.

Legally or illegally?
-Illegally

Do you smoke?
-No.

What is/are your fear(s)?
-Allah s.w.t.

Honestly, do you think your attractive?
-No.

Smart?
-Partially.

Funny?
-No.

What is/are your most over-used expressions?
-"Yaaataabaaa."

What about your most over-used pose?
-None.

Would you date someone ten years younger or older?
-Neither.

Best physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
-Eyes.

Best non-physical asset(s) of the opposite sex?
-Understanding.

Best physical and non-physical asset YOU think you have?
-None. Don't even bother to know.

Now list out the people you want to tag!- let 'em know if you want them to answer:
Everyone in my link list. ;)

I am grateful.

Frankly speaking, I have forgotten everything that I wanted to blog about.
Or probably... "Its an animal thing." - Vin Diesel ...uh, forget that.
Or maybe... lets pick a word.

Scholarship.

So OK, a week after I received my AS results, the word 'scholarship' came into my mind - it bothers me... so much. I have been longing to meet up my AE career counselor, to talk this out - what can I expect from my upcoming AS/A Level? etc. I got so confuse, really confuse just after receiving my results, as if I didn't have any more goals in life. I know this may sounded so, I don't know, cheesy or braggish maybe, but it is the truth. YES REALLY.

LISTEN. Nothing has ever occurred in my life in a way that something that I thought 'impossible' for me to achieve, are there, in front of my naked eyes. It just happened. When I read through my posts last Oct/Nov, exactly the time before I sat for my AS, I said something like "F!@#, and I have not done anything." It was true. I didn't even finished my past years papers.

NOT IN DENIAL ANYMORE. It motivates me. After all.

I have searched through MD HEU, UCAS and even British Council. I still don't get it.

Someone, anyone, HELP.

P/S: OH look. Thats my dad. He didn't know that I took this.

Be Loved

HAPPY BIRTHDAYS
TO
MY LITTLE NIECE
Nur Anish Afiniee
ON THE

12/02/2008 AND TO

MY 'BE LOVED' FRIEND
Aziemah @ Gymah
ON THE
13/02/2008

Bubbly.

I have so much to say.
Alhamdulilah
Allah s.w.t, the Mighty, the Merciful, with His consent, with His blessing,
I achieved what I wanted.
My Nov AS Level result. I was very contented with my (a) and (b).
Only God knows how surprised, how deniable, how thrilled I was at that very moment.
All that 'squeezing' through, was worth it.
The result really gave me a shock and even after a week, I still had the headache.
I really could not believe what I saw. I was impossible for a D student like me.
Anyways, congratulations to everyone who had achieved their AS/A Level expectations.
Especially for my MATH GEEK FRIENDS IN PTEB. Curse you people. Haha.