a turn off

I was playing FFX just now and when it was the time to fight one of the 'bosses', TESTUCK TIA. Like I restarted the game, THREE FREAKING TIMES UDAH, and yet it stucked at the most crucial time! Malas tah ku ingau tu eh. Back online tah ku. I was up the whole day just playing PS2, which is very unusual of me. I usually feel dizzy after 20 minutes. Surprisingly, I could stand 5 hours in front of the HDTV and sat on the sofa without any symptoms of dizzyness. Hmm :\ ...Maybe I am just too stressed out. You think?

I have Bradford's prospectus beside me. Oh, and I did not go to Rizqun for the Study in UK tadi. I heard there is University of Birmingham. I texted Mumu minta ambilkan the prospectus. But he said "Duii batah ko memsg ah. Aku kesana udah tadi sama Amal, Nisah, Iq, Niffy and Yamin... [some text missing]..." Inda pulang missing, malas saja ku kan menaip. -.- So yeah, he didn't get Birmingham's for me. I want Birmingham or Cardiff or East Anglia. But I have not applied UCAS. I have not even finished my PS, YET. I am on third paragraph now. I wondered why am I this lazy?... Is it really because I haven't gotten my final result yet?... That must be it. The reason why I have been very moody for the past 3 days. My mysterious X.

And I quote...

"MY MYSTERIOUS X."

To tell you the truth: I kind of, I think, gotten THE offer since I heard from SOMEONE that I kind of, passed the interview and kind of being rejected because of something that I would refer to as 'one of God's trials', which is the thing that I am very clueless about, and still, something that was not intended to happen but happened in the very supposed-to-be-a-happy-happy end and was not, in any way, my fault, was the absolute fact that I gotten myself a super duper mysterious X for my Biology and/or a 'NO RESULT' in my Cambridge's Statement of Results, which I have no idea on why and how come that came about.

There. Clear enough? -.-'

I won't stop.