delighted...not.

I think I have become one of those monthly blogger who care less about blogging their way out of boredom. NOT ANYMORE.

I am sewing, most of the time. And the rest of the time? Sulking my days off still ranting about the X. SIIGH. Who should I sue then? -.-'

I need more fabrics. More patterns. More polkadots. More colourful threads.

To have all that, I am sad to say, I need to have... money. Not more money. But Moooney. SIIGH. Why do I still rant about money when I know that I can make them? SIIGH. Lala, if you are reading this: LETS DO IT. THAT THING THAT YOU WANTED US TO DO. THAT THING THAT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH BODIES. AND VERY PHYSICAL.

O.O ...............

heee. :) Anyways, I should keep that down for now. I really start to reconsider the tutoring jobs that has been lingering in my mind for God knows how long. But confidence is not something that I always keep beside me. SIIGH. I just have a lot of expectations... but no efforts. SIIIIIGH. *echo* You should be ashamed of yourself *echo* -.-'

So I think this would be the last for this month. Lets procrastinate people. :)

P/S: I am attracting money like this:

I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money.

LETS ALL DO IT TOGETHER! :D :D

FTW

FTW = FCUK THE 'WAIT'

-.- I really don't want to bitchtalk people as much as I can hold myself in but my inner thoughts insisted.

I mean it already happened. So I just wasted my saliva bitchtalked about that someone.

I think I have to let it go. Like what the wise man said "Ada hikmah tu di sebalik semua ani. Pecaya tah kau lai..." He really deserves his rank. :)

a turn off

I was playing FFX just now and when it was the time to fight one of the 'bosses', TESTUCK TIA. Like I restarted the game, THREE FREAKING TIMES UDAH, and yet it stucked at the most crucial time! Malas tah ku ingau tu eh. Back online tah ku. I was up the whole day just playing PS2, which is very unusual of me. I usually feel dizzy after 20 minutes. Surprisingly, I could stand 5 hours in front of the HDTV and sat on the sofa without any symptoms of dizzyness. Hmm :\ ...Maybe I am just too stressed out. You think?

I have Bradford's prospectus beside me. Oh, and I did not go to Rizqun for the Study in UK tadi. I heard there is University of Birmingham. I texted Mumu minta ambilkan the prospectus. But he said "Duii batah ko memsg ah. Aku kesana udah tadi sama Amal, Nisah, Iq, Niffy and Yamin... [some text missing]..." Inda pulang missing, malas saja ku kan menaip. -.- So yeah, he didn't get Birmingham's for me. I want Birmingham or Cardiff or East Anglia. But I have not applied UCAS. I have not even finished my PS, YET. I am on third paragraph now. I wondered why am I this lazy?... Is it really because I haven't gotten my final result yet?... That must be it. The reason why I have been very moody for the past 3 days. My mysterious X.

And I quote...

"MY MYSTERIOUS X."

To tell you the truth: I kind of, I think, gotten THE offer since I heard from SOMEONE that I kind of, passed the interview and kind of being rejected because of something that I would refer to as 'one of God's trials', which is the thing that I am very clueless about, and still, something that was not intended to happen but happened in the very supposed-to-be-a-happy-happy end and was not, in any way, my fault, was the absolute fact that I gotten myself a super duper mysterious X for my Biology and/or a 'NO RESULT' in my Cambridge's Statement of Results, which I have no idea on why and how come that came about.

There. Clear enough? -.-'

I won't stop.

the cloister of trials

HAHAHHAHAAHAHAH. Some knows what I meant by that. "The Cloister of Trials", Final Fantasy much? HAHAHAH. I am playing my FFX and FFX2, again. This is like the fourth time. Because I never get the ULTIMATE ENDINGS. :) :) And because I am very, very, verrry depressed. -_-!

I am reading the walkthroughs now. XP

P/S: IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT TO BEGIN WITH. o.o

Tagged

Tagged by Amalish :)

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.

1. Her first lomo is a HOLGA. :)
2. Her first semi DSLR is a LUMIX. :D
3. She is full of emotions.
4. She loves to read novels and tends to download them instead of buying. :D
5. She also loves to cook and bake.
6. She introduced me to Plurk and made me addicted to it. XD
7. She never finish Hotel626. :D :D :D So do I.
8. She is going to wear braces. How do I know? PLURK WORLD.
9. She wears contact lens.
10. She is older then me. HAAAH. :) :) :)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/ herself

1. Seemed arrogant but not arrogant. :)
2. Ada org cakap aku selalu hyper di skulah. o.o
3. Inda suka kena puji walautah banar sekalipun pujian2 yang di beri. HAHA.
4. I don't like to hold grudges.
5. I rather left things unspoken rather than make a whole mess out of it.
6. Can't seem to overcome her bad habits. :\
7. th of November is her birth day.
8. Has an A+ blood group.
9. But is a Thalassemia, minor. :) So thats why I can't be a blood donor.
10. Wants to be a Physiotherapist a.k.a Tukang urut professional. HEEEE :D

At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

Everyone. ♥ ♥ ♥

GAKH.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAAHAHAH
HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAH
HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHA

I can do this all day.

I remembered of this piece of 'luck charm' or an 'energy booster' that I have been keeping for more than 6 months now.

Its in the form of a letter and it says:

- Rank for July Test = 77/96.

- Zatil has not improved, her grade remains at D/E.

- February Test = 58% (D); April Test = 55% (E); July Test = 53% (E).

- Total number of classwork done = 22/25. Failed = 8.

- Total number of homework done = 66/67. Failed =39.

- The good news is that Zatil has not failed any of her tests. However, she has scored quite low marks for all three. Some of the test questions are quite straightforward but she still cannot answer them. From her exercises and test answers, it seems that she lacks the in depth knowledge for the topics concerned. She simply needs to study to get all her facts. The problems could possibly be that she tends to write rough notes on pieces of paper during lessons which she does not organize until I ask for everyone's file for checking. For the last file checking, hers was done very neatly and in order but it was very late. I do not see the reason to decorate and type out all the notes before handing it in. It's a waste of time. All I'm interested in is that she has all the materials and notes that I gave her in order and complete. Zatil needs the time for something more fruitful, revision. She is capable of doing better but has not shown her true potential this year. It is still not to late for her to start revising. Her weakest point seems to be essay writing as she tends to answer out of point. Possibly due to misinterpretation of question and unsure about her facts. So work on question interpretation also. Sometimes her explanation in structured questions is not good, other times it's on the dot. This depends on whether she knows her facts or not. Don't forget your calculations and data analysis for paper 5.

Sekian. Wassalam. (XD NADEDEH)

Everybody in the class gets a piece each, and its very effective. :) As you can see for yourself, I am among the top 20 FROM DOWN BELOW. Its not like I care. I really didn't care. I get a U for my first ever L6 MPR then constantly gotten myself straight Ds till the end of my L6. Basically I was a D student for quite a while then I dropped to an E student during my Upper 6 years. I am not proud of those years. But you see, I managed to get through. I really wonder how. My teacher said, I really have a really good luck all this time and my results are kaluk ones. :D True I guess.

OK so I lied. YOU DO HAVE TO GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE PLAYSTATIONS OR LAPTOPS TO GET THROUGH A LEVEL. SERIOUSLY. AND THIS THING, THEY CALL IT 'SACRIFICES'. >_<

I had my share so why don't you do yours? Yes I know life is unfair. Siigh. BUT ITS WORTH IT YOU KNOW. BUT OF COURSE, unless you are among those very gifted ones. -.- So no comment on that. You go ahead and play your RPGs. :)

I guess its because of the A Level results that I feel I want to entirely reminisce my college life. :)

the moment part 2

OH. Hai.

Last Saturday, I went to my beloved school and gotten my Statement of Results. It really wasn't a dream. o.o

General Paper c
Biology NO RESULT

Chemistry B

Mathematics B

BIDA JUA TU 'NO RESULT' AH.

Patience. Patience. Patience. All I need now is patience. Fuuuuuh. OK. And so, I met many many many of my friends and aquaintances since morning and I misses them so much! I miss being in school. T.T tsk tsk tsk.

Zerah picked me up around 8 in the morning and we went straight to school and found out si Hanney was still waiting at the parking lot. At this time, si Jes sudah menunggu di atas. Alone. SORRY JES! -.-' I know I was the one who said that I'll come early. Zerah tu. HAHA its always Zerah who was at fault. Heeeeheeee. :D Then sejurus XD saja kami naik, sapa nah ku jumpa? SI AMALISH! Hahaha. Capi banar. What a coincidence. But really, there are 3 repeatative things that happens after I meet a friend:

1. Me: Apa kau dapat?
   A Friend: ABCDEUabcdeu etcetra. Kau?
2. Me: I got an X for my Bio~~! *exaggerated face*
3. A Friend: HAAAH?! O.O?! / Cana plang bleh? o.o?! / *eyes blinked and bangang*

Then tejumpa tia si Jes! Hehe. Ia sama si Aqilah. Aqilah ani an aquaintance but actually shes from my Maths class. I never really talk to her. XD Then keatas kami mengambil Slip. Met Munir guy! Then tejumpa ShiouYiiiii! She aced hers! XD Envy ku eh anak atu. When I told her about my X, shes was like "Kabak2 ku eh for you" with a very serious face! XD I bet shes worried. Apatah lagi akuuu.. ja? Thenn thenn tejumpa someone! :) :)

Me: Ahh~~~~! Ko bedating sama boyfriend ku ahhh~!
*do the tangan thing of 'Ahh~~!'*
Her: *NERVOUS FACE*

HEHEHEE. I don't know whether its because of that or pasal her results that she looks very awkward around me. Don't worry. I am... cool? With the fact that YOU WENT OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND?????! HAHAHAHA. Seriously, I don't mind. FUUFUUUFUUU! Awuu wahhhh, banar2 aku okayyy. Apakaaan aku ah.

Then we (Zerah, Hanney, Jes and I) went separate ways. Before that, I met si Aqilah, Muai and Nabila in front of the library and told about my X. They were like O.O? HUHUHU. Then tejumpa si Yasir lagi. Sama jua reactionnya. Haha. Wonder wheres si Mumu? THAT GUY KEEP ON TEXTING ME LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!! MAJAL WAH!!!!!!! Pasal parking punnn yehhh!!! -.-' So I went to check for Mrs. Irene but shes busy in the audi for the Lower 6 admission. Then melintas tia ku arah Chemistry Department and telihat my breakdown.

04 05 AS(?)

C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! PAPER 5 KU D, NOT AN E!!!!!!! SANANG HATI KU EHHH!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! THANK GOD!!! *.* <-- glitter eyes

THEN TEJUMPA KU MY FIRST WIVES! SI GMAH AND SI ANNA! Yes, they both are my first wife. Shared. While I am their second wife. -.-' How unfair. Huhu. We went to the Biology Department together and saw our breakdowns.

04 05 AS(?)
B B X

Lawa kan? Bunyinya macam BEBEKS. -.-' So now its clear why my overall result is an X. They didn't include my AS. Then I left them to check for my Maths breakdown. I met si Jes and Mumu again there.

03 04 AS(?)
C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!! Mechanics ku D WOOOHOOOO!!! I thought I flunked it. And I thought my Pure Maths would be worst. But then again, THANK GOD. *.* Baru ku kan lari, ada tia org memanggil nama ku. Ku toleh.... SI TIKAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAH I MISSS HERRRR SI KAMBANG AAHHHH. HUHUHU. Ia dapat 5 conditional offers udah and she showed me the list and asked for my opinion. I said "Always take the best :)" hehehe. Si Nisah pun ada but didn't get to congratulate her for her 2 'A's. Eco lagi tu. Fuhh~!

After that we went to the exam section and met si Gmah and Anna. I asked si Jes and Mumu to go stamp their certs first over at VIP Room while I go ranting over at the exam section. But I didn't because the teacher was sooo funnyyy and humble. All they said was "Just go home and warm your pillow" Haha. Yeah basically I just have to wait for them to contact me regarding my final result. Siigh. No Otago I think? Never mind. There is still UK to consider.

When I went outside, si Zerah and Hanney were there waiting, so did si Gmah and Anna. I explained to them and then went to the VIP Room with Zerah and Hanney to stamp our certs. UNLUCKILY, ramai orang. So kami pergi makan dulu over at our beloved canteen and sat on our spot. Ahh, how I miss those lunch times. We really had a great laugh. Sigh. I will really miss them. :'( Though you guys are not bestfriends but you guys were very very close to me, well compared to masa Form 5. We were from different 'tribes' hahahahahaha.

"Aku ada standard..." XD XD HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Zerah knows what and who I am talking about. Hehehhehehehehehe. Then Mumu balik pasal kan servicing his car. I said to him "WHY TODAY OF ALL DAYS?" And apa nah nya "Appointment udah bah" GEH. Sasak ku. Tadi msg mcm apa. CEH. Then Hanney pun balik pasal kan ambil certs nya yang lain. Followed by si Jes pasal kan mendangani sisternya admission. So tinggal aku dengan si Zerah. Naik kami, jumpa lagi si dalenks ku, Gmah and Anna, now ada si Fakhri (dalenk si Gmah). There we talked further about my X. -.-'

THEN TEJUMPA SI WEI DENG DONG!!!!

Me: What did you got?? Triple Assssssss ni ehhhh.
Him: *smiled proudly and showed 4 fingers and waved it*
Me: AIIIII!! KAMBANGGG! So its a ...quadd..uhm??
Him: Quadruplets. XD

I meant to say Quartet. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Too much classical music bah aku ah. EEEEEE, I ENVY MY CHINESE FRIENDSSSSS. Tadi si Shiouyiii. Bis si Chi Haw and Ho Han apatah lagi. Sorry if I misspell your names ah. Huhu. Then back to si Gmah, "EH NGAPA KAN KAMU ITAM SEMUA ANI?" Kana jawab tia jua oleh si Fakhri, "Ada orang mati" XD HAHAA.

Then then finally we go stamp our certs. Met si Hanney again. Then something really really irritating happened. I won't say it here. But...

ARGHHHH LUAN JUAAAAAAA INDA BELAJAR MIB KAHHHH?????!!!!
INDA JUA PAYAH CEMATU KALIAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! INDA PUAS HATI PASAL HIDUP DRG
KALIIIII!!! INDA TAU ETIKA SEMASA BEKERJA KALIII!!! INDA BELAJAR SOPAN SANTUN
KAHHH?!?!?!?!?!?!?

There. That'll do. Zerah and Hanney tau tu. -.-' Then Zerah balik. Tinggal aku sama Hanney. Di library kami menphotocopy the rest of our certs. Caya, from 200 to 9 copies left. HAHAHA. 3 orang plang pakai tu: Hanney, Mumu and aku. We talked like the good old days. Aku sama Hanney selalu tu becerita kalau dalam library. Hehe. Oh we miss Vynna~ WHERE ARE YOU VNAAA????~~ COME OUTT~~~! HEHEHE.

Then si Hanney tiba-tiba craving to buy chocolates arah Hua Ho Gadong Property. Inda jua ku realised tu rupanya tempat atu Hua Ho. XD So we went out sekejap. She drives. Then datang sana bali Cades and ice-cream pulang. HEHE. Lepak dalam kereta and ceta-ceta lagi. Then finally went back to school to do the final stamping. HUHU. Then Hanney balik, I waited for my dad LIKEWISE arah tangga bawah ah. It was my waiting spot for almost 2 years and now, I guess I will miss the spot.

No, I will miss Maktab Duli. :'(

So juniors, don't complain. Lagipun banyak perbaruan udah kena buat for the sake of you little ones. (HEYY HEYY, I WAS ONCE THOSE LITTLE ONES TOO!!) :D :D :D

But my point is -.-'...... STUDY HARD AND SMART SO THAT YOU WOULD'NT REGRET TO HAVE SEEN YOUR STATEMENT OF RESULT TO BE WRITTEN "NO RESULT"S AND "UNGRADED"S ON IT.

DON'T IGNORE. TAKE IT.