I HAVE MOVED, AGAIN. -_-;;;;;

EDIT: AND AGAIN..... ~_~

OK SO I DEACTIVATED MY FACEBOOK ACCOUNT AND MOVED BACK TO BLOGGER. HAHA?

AND DO EXPECT MORE BECAUSE I WILL WRITE MORE FROM NOW ON. :)

OH BTW, PEOPLE IN TAGBOARD, SI GUEST AND SI HEEE, THANKS FOR LEAVING YOUR TAGS. ALTHOUGH AKU MASIH TERTANYA-TANYA SIAPA SI HEEE ATU. :) :)

LAYERRRR (LATERRR! XD) PEOPLE!

Blupblupblup.

OK. DON'T BOTHER CHECKING FOR UPDATES ANYMORE.

BECAUSE I AM ALL OVER FB. ;)

VERY BELATED, PRESENT AND VERY ADVANCED.

HAPPY VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY

28/04

SYAZWANA YAKOP

06/05

AZRI YAHYA

11/05

WALIY

14/05

HANISAH HJ AZMI

FAKHRI

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

16/05

SALWANA DAHLAN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TODAY

AINUL YAAKOP

HAPPY VERY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY

19/05

KAKA ZURAH

Sorry ah inda teupload gambar lagi, kalat mata kan mem-browse folder-folder ah.

And sorry y'll kalau inda te-greet lagi. Aku ani andangnya ni kebiasaan membari garam ati. Plus kalau-kalau ada birthday-birthday orang yang terlupa disebut, harap-harap dimaafkan. :)

Over and out. ;)

cheapskate

NOTE TO SELF: NEVER, EVER, EVER, EVER BUY/RELY ON CHEAP STUFFS UNLESS YOU ARE VERY DESPERATE. -,-

MY PAVVY!

TSK TSK. T_T

I am formatting my Pavvy. GOD, SINCE WHEN DID I START NAMING MY BELONGINGS? This so-called Pavvy is my HP Pavilion laptop. Cliche, I know but I really am not good with naming things; like for instance, I have this kitten plushy - well someone gave it to me and I am very reluctant to type out his name, for my own sake - that kitten, I have been keeping it for more than 3 years now and I still call it, merely... "kitten" or if my neffy asks... "meow bungsu". -_-;; I hope my future children names will not be as lame at that. >.<

FOOTBALL. Manchester United VS. Manchester City was on at 8.25 PM. 2-0. PERSONALLY, I like ROONEY but it would be a lie if I didn't mention RONALDO at all. I LOVEEE RONALDO, WHO DOESN'T. Jangantah ke Real Madrid bah. TEVEZ and PARK was not bad too. Others still did not catch my attention. I know EVRA and O'SHEA and GIGGS. AND AKU BARU TAU THE DIFFERENCES BETWEEN FREE KICKS AND PENALTIES. -_-;; AND PROFESSIONAL FOULS. Well actually they don't call it professional fouls, I think that was just my dad's way of calling a foul being faked PROFESSIONALLY. :D For example, Ronaldo's, I think during VS. Tottensham, I don't remember BUT what I remember was HE GOT A PENALTY KICK FOR THAT AND SCORED. HAAAAAAHA.

But if I'm wrong about all that then forgive me because I am still new at this. :) BUT IT IS REALLY GOOD TO WATCH FOOTBALL MATCHES WITH MY DAD, and I rather watch football with him than drag him to watch romance movies with me. ~_~;;

PHOTOGRAPHY. Especially to si YASIR: awuu, aku paham udah about the motor thing. -.- Sheesh, banartah aku tau SHOOT SHOOT SHOOT but never really care to learn about the gadget - in this case, its dSLR camera. So far I have only try to 'play' with the mechanisms; you know, shutter and such. GAH, aku miss my passionate love for my NIKON. Sabar saja tah. Lapas PAVVY ku kana format, I will be back for more. ;)

NOVELS. I haven't start reading anything YET since my last post of NOVELS, plus PAVVY ku kena format. NOTE: AKU READ THE E-BOOKS.

Last but not the least, I am glad Fatin Nadirah left a tag arah tagboard ku or else I'd never know that an old friend still remembers me. :) :) She is afterall my old friend from SRAP: Sekolah Rendah Amar Pahlawan. Same goes to si Qils/Aqilah Rahman. (giggle) My memory of Qils was wayy back to Sek. Ugama Amar Pahlawan. She knows that, I think. About that OLD CRUSH OF YOURS QILS. NGEEEEEE. :D :D Back to Fatin, she was my classmate but inda ku ingat dari darjah berapa but we both were in 6B. I didn't think I was that close to you, was I? Because I was ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS with Rafidah, Amirah and Nabeelah. I wonder how's Fid doing?... D': I am so stupid for not keeping in contact with her. She was my very very best childhood friend. Kalau Amirah, last I met her was few years ago, and it was during my birthday! I even invited her to dinner together that day. :) I wonder if she still remembers that. Last I saw Fid about few years back too, arah Ideal and she was having lunch with her family. :)

Since Fatin have mentioned it at her blog: I AM SERIOUSLY IN FOR THE 6B REUNION THING. I MISS TOO MUCH OF THE GOOD OLD DAYS. Just a suggestion though, why not the entire Darjah 6 Year 2001 batch? Well since si Qils is from 6A and I am still in contact with Liyana from 6A, Aisyah and Ani jua and I also know some people from MD were from SRAP. Plus si Amin and Khafid are still in the neighbourhood. :) I am really curious to know what have they been doing up until now.

I MISS MY 12-YEAR OLD SELF. D': AND I AM SO GONNA DIG MORE SRAP PHOTOS FROM MY BOXES.

CODED.

I've been busy HELPING my sister do her DREAMWEAVER-RELATED assignment and also updating my brother-in-law's website's layout.

AND WAS PAID. :)

AND AND I missed many football matches. D':

AND AND AND I want Zinger Tower. D':

True, true.

Sense and Sensibility was... OMG.

I kinda went !@#$% WTHWTHWTH !@#$% in the middle but in the end, its all good. Not expected but good I guess. I kinda feel ...weird? in some way because I think that Brandon should be better off with Elinor and Edward with Marianne. o.o;; OH WELL. I should just read the book first before making any judgements. I thought that Wiloughby guy was like that Wickham guy from Pride and Prejudice but who knows that in the end, he actually really loved Marianne. Again. Money, money, money. Reputation, reputation, reputation. GAH, WHOCARES! Look at Darcy, the hell he cares, right? My beloved Mr. Darcy? :3

Sense and Sensibilty was on at 6.45 PM yesterday. I almost missed it. I was watching it with my dad. Note to self: don't watch classic romance movies with bapa. -.- Then JANE AUSTEN BOOK CLUB was up after that. This one was refreshing. It makes me geekily wanna have a book club or join one. Jane Austen anyone? Or perhaps TWILIGHT? Since I am finished with 4 of the SAGAs. :D After watching the movie, it really makes me want to read all Jane Austen books. Karang tah kali aku start.

Yesterday morning I went out with my parents, INITIALLY with a desire to buy new eyemake-ups; eyeshadow, eyeliner and mascara. I don't really care about eyebrows right now. So yes, that was my ULTIMATE OBJECTIVE for that morning. SEKALINYA... I bought DVDs pulang. o.o; I couldn't resist Vampire Knight OKAY. It has been on my list for ages. Kesian aku ah. I bought VK, VK Guilty and Special A (Part 1). Like wth, PART 1 SAJA AKU BALI?! Yatah bari malas wah beparts ani. I don't like to go there again and search for the 2nd part. Grhh. I didn't bother to search for Skip Beat! because ITS NOT FINISHED YET. Cuatah jangan beseason-season ani. I am tired of waiting. Speaking of the devil, I wonder if there are updates on Skip Beat! manga for the past week? :\

And one last thing before I go:

UEFA CHAMPIONS LEAGUE SEMIFINALS:
MANCHESTER UNITED VS. ARSENAL TONIGHT! :D

Siapa sangka.

WOW. FINALLY A MALAY HEADING. LOL.

I checked all the headings/post titles for the past 2 years plus and all of them are in english! But this isn't about the headings at all. This is about football. o.o Yes, siapa sangka aku lihat bola sepak. Premier League to be exact. o.o

I told myself over and over again:

IF I am going to fly off to UK this year, I really would want to watch the DPMMFC football matches AT LEAST ONCE, WITH MY FRIENDS, before I go.

Balum tah sampai-sampainya hajat ku ah. All my friends are either not here in Brunei/Muara and/or busy. They work and get paid while I bust my ass for sitting too long in front of the TV, watching kdramas and CH554/5, and lately, watching Premier League with my dad. Want to know which FC are we rooting for? If I tell, kena blacklisted karang oleh orang Liverpool. :D NGEEEEEEE. 5-2 with Tottenham baby! Come on, thats not just luck! :p Sorry but I don't speak, read and play football but I get excited to watch them live (on TV). :) Thats my another wish I guess, that I will watch them live in a stadium.

Whats up with CH555? Did you guys followed the CHINA EMPIRES series few weeks ago? Well, I did. From the Terracotta armies to The Last Emperor: Puyi; that also includes The Great Wall of China and The Forbidden City. Pity that I didn't get to watch The Seize of Beijing and The Rebellion thing.

Watch the show programmes for CH555 here.

No wonder Chinese people are always brilliant; they have brilliant ancestors. :)

Book worm restored?

HAAH. YES.

I have been reading BOOK(S) alot lately. Novels, romance novels to be exact. (giggle) Yes, deep inside I am a romantic person. (blush)

ROFL.

Awu wah, whocares about the fact that I am romantic. GOD, I am that girly afterall rupanya. OKAY STOP.

JANE AUSTEN. Famous isn't she? To English Literature students at least. No, I haven't read her books YET but I LOVE THE MOVIE ADAPTATIONS OF HER WORKS. I first watched Pride and Prejudice at HBO, last year I think and since then I have been searching for the DVD. I only get the DVD on request. Then sometime months ago, I came across with Becoming Jane; I think you can call it 'her love life movie biography'. AKU SUKA JAMES MCAVOY. :) And I have yet to request a DVD for it.

Then tomorrow. TOMORROW! I really didn't know that Sense and Sensibility was already adapted into a movie jua. >_<  Tomorrow Jane Austen Book Club and Sense and Sensibility are playing on HBO. I better check the movie programme on what time is it on.

Waait, apakan aku ah, cakap 'Book worm restored' but been talking about movies all along. Booohoo.

Well, to be fair, I shall list down all the novels that I have read for the past 2 months:

• TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 1: Twilight by Stephenie Meyer
  
• TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 2: New Moon by Stephenie Meyer
• TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 3: Eclipse by Stephenie Meyer
• TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 4: Breaking Dawn by Stephenie Meyer
• Can you keep a secret? by Sophie Kinsella

And I am still on few pages on these novels:

• TWILIGHT SAGA BOOK 5: Midnight Sun by Stephenie Meyer (Comment: it is a partial draft so didn't bother to finish it in one go; so far I love it because its basically from Edward's view)
• BOOK 1: Confession of a Shophoholic by Sophie Kinsella
  
• Gossip Girl by Cecily von Ziegesar (Comment: too much scandal)
• Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (Comment: still have not gotten used to the literature style)

And some pending novels yet to be read:

• The Undomestic Goddess by Sophie Kinsella
• Remember Me? by Sophie Kinsella
• BOOK 5: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix by J.K.Rowling
• BOOK 6: Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince by J.K.Rowling
• BOOK 7: Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows by J.K.Rowling
  
• BOOK 2: Shophoholic goes to Manhattan by Sophie Kinsella
• BOOK 3: Shophoholic Ties the Knot by Sophie Kinsella
• BOOK 4: Shophoholic and Sister by Sophie Kinsella
• BOOK 5: Shophoholic and Baby by Sophie Kinsella
• Hating Valentine's Day by Allison Rushby (Comment: catchy sypnosis I guess)
• The Devil Wears Prada by Lauren Weisberger
• A Walk to Remember by Nicholas Sparks (Comment: I might cry, saved it for the second last)
• P.S I LOVE YOU by Cecelia Ahern (Comment: again, I might cry A LOT I think thats why I saved it for the last)
  

And I want to re-read these novels:

• BOOK 1: Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone by J.K.Rowling
  
• BOOK 2: Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets by J.K.Rowling
• BOOK 3: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban by J.K.Rowling
• BOOK 4: Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire by J.K.Rowling

And if I got extra extra time, I would want to read these novels:

The entire series of The Series of Unfortunate Events by Lemony Snicket:

• BOOK 1: The Bad Beginning
  
• BOOK 2: The Reptile Room
  
• BOOK 3: The Wide Window
  
• BOOK 4: The Miserable Mill
  
• BOOK 5: The Austere Academy
  
• BOOK 6: The Ersatz Elevator
  
• BOOK 7: The Vile Village
  
• BOOK 8: The Hostile Hospital
  
• BOOK 9: The Carnivorous Carnival
  
• BOOK 10: The Slippery Slope
  
• BOOK 11: The Grim Grotto
  
• BOOK 12: The Penultimate Peril
  
• BOOK 13: The End
  

And the whole series of The Lord of the Rings by J.R.R Tolkien:

• BOOK 1: The Fellowship of the Ring
  
• BOOK 2: The Two Towers
  
• BOOK 3: The Return of the King
  

So any other recommendations? :D

If you are curious, I do not buy the novels, I download their e-books here and if you may, MAKE USE OF THE POWER OF GOOGLE. ;p But of course, I don't plan to stay cheap all the time by keeping rip-offs, I will buy the hardcovers someday when I can afford them and this only applies to the ones that are worth to buy. NGEEE :D :D

P/S: I would want a vampire lover. :3

STRRIIKKEEEEEEEE.

Did I ever mention that I am such a TWILIGHT hardcore fan? o.o

Yush would laugh at me if he knows about this. He always said that Twilight is girly, not the type that I would be fangirling on. He also hates the fact that Twilight kind of denies the myths about vampires i.e. their image reflects on mirrors? or they glitters under sunlight? o.o Well I don't know about any of that in the first place anyways. NGEE. :D

It only started about a month ago though. My sister lend me her Twilight that one day. I wasn't expecting anything. Besides, people said that its boring. So anyways, yes, I admit it was too fast, the plot was very much lacking in details; I didn't know about it until I read the book. Yes, yes, I read the book. I finished it in 3 days. And finished the whole SAGA in 3 weeks. If that is not hardcore, I don't know what other verb should I use for it. PLUS I AM ON MIDNIGHT SUN! When most people barely gets through ECLIPSE. See. Majal.

My favourite scene from Twilight is the Baseball scene. One, because they look so vampire-ish and two, because of SUPER MASSIVE BLACK HOLE! :D :D The soundtrack goes with the scene.

The second movie of Twilight, NEW MOON, will be out on 20th November 2009. I can't wait to see the Volturi in action and Jacob's! There should be less of Edward in New Moon, that most of you who have read the book should know and expected.

Feel free to check out the updates on New Moon and its casts at NEW MOON MOVIE.

Hello. I am back.

Oh, hello. I am back.

Yes, I am so back to blogging. So as you can see, my template is off the template rack and I guess I will not bother myself to change it for a while. I think I can live with it. I think.

I am updating my blogroll right now. Been missing a lot of stuff.

delighted...not.

I think I have become one of those monthly blogger who care less about blogging their way out of boredom. NOT ANYMORE.

I am sewing, most of the time. And the rest of the time? Sulking my days off still ranting about the X. SIIGH. Who should I sue then? -.-'

I need more fabrics. More patterns. More polkadots. More colourful threads.

To have all that, I am sad to say, I need to have... money. Not more money. But Moooney. SIIGH. Why do I still rant about money when I know that I can make them? SIIGH. Lala, if you are reading this: LETS DO IT. THAT THING THAT YOU WANTED US TO DO. THAT THING THAT HAS SOMETHING TO DO WITH BODIES. AND VERY PHYSICAL.

O.O ...............

heee. :) Anyways, I should keep that down for now. I really start to reconsider the tutoring jobs that has been lingering in my mind for God knows how long. But confidence is not something that I always keep beside me. SIIGH. I just have a lot of expectations... but no efforts. SIIIIIGH. *echo* You should be ashamed of yourself *echo* -.-'

So I think this would be the last for this month. Lets procrastinate people. :)

P/S: I am attracting money like this:

I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money. I want money. Give me money.

LETS ALL DO IT TOGETHER! :D :D

FTW

FTW = FCUK THE 'WAIT'

-.- I really don't want to bitchtalk people as much as I can hold myself in but my inner thoughts insisted.

I mean it already happened. So I just wasted my saliva bitchtalked about that someone.

I think I have to let it go. Like what the wise man said "Ada hikmah tu di sebalik semua ani. Pecaya tah kau lai..." He really deserves his rank. :)

a turn off

I was playing FFX just now and when it was the time to fight one of the 'bosses', TESTUCK TIA. Like I restarted the game, THREE FREAKING TIMES UDAH, and yet it stucked at the most crucial time! Malas tah ku ingau tu eh. Back online tah ku. I was up the whole day just playing PS2, which is very unusual of me. I usually feel dizzy after 20 minutes. Surprisingly, I could stand 5 hours in front of the HDTV and sat on the sofa without any symptoms of dizzyness. Hmm :\ ...Maybe I am just too stressed out. You think?

I have Bradford's prospectus beside me. Oh, and I did not go to Rizqun for the Study in UK tadi. I heard there is University of Birmingham. I texted Mumu minta ambilkan the prospectus. But he said "Duii batah ko memsg ah. Aku kesana udah tadi sama Amal, Nisah, Iq, Niffy and Yamin... [some text missing]..." Inda pulang missing, malas saja ku kan menaip. -.- So yeah, he didn't get Birmingham's for me. I want Birmingham or Cardiff or East Anglia. But I have not applied UCAS. I have not even finished my PS, YET. I am on third paragraph now. I wondered why am I this lazy?... Is it really because I haven't gotten my final result yet?... That must be it. The reason why I have been very moody for the past 3 days. My mysterious X.

And I quote...

"MY MYSTERIOUS X."

To tell you the truth: I kind of, I think, gotten THE offer since I heard from SOMEONE that I kind of, passed the interview and kind of being rejected because of something that I would refer to as 'one of God's trials', which is the thing that I am very clueless about, and still, something that was not intended to happen but happened in the very supposed-to-be-a-happy-happy end and was not, in any way, my fault, was the absolute fact that I gotten myself a super duper mysterious X for my Biology and/or a 'NO RESULT' in my Cambridge's Statement of Results, which I have no idea on why and how come that came about.

There. Clear enough? -.-'

I won't stop.

the cloister of trials

HAHAHHAHAAHAHAH. Some knows what I meant by that. "The Cloister of Trials", Final Fantasy much? HAHAHAH. I am playing my FFX and FFX2, again. This is like the fourth time. Because I never get the ULTIMATE ENDINGS. :) :) And because I am very, very, verrry depressed. -_-!

I am reading the walkthroughs now. XP

P/S: IT WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT TO BEGIN WITH. o.o

Tagged

Tagged by Amalish :)

Whoever gets tagged has to write 10 things about the person who tagged him/ her.

1. Her first lomo is a HOLGA. :)
2. Her first semi DSLR is a LUMIX. :D
3. She is full of emotions.
4. She loves to read novels and tends to download them instead of buying. :D
5. She also loves to cook and bake.
6. She introduced me to Plurk and made me addicted to it. XD
7. She never finish Hotel626. :D :D :D So do I.
8. She is going to wear braces. How do I know? PLURK WORLD.
9. She wears contact lens.
10. She is older then me. HAAAH. :) :) :)

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/ herself

1. Seemed arrogant but not arrogant. :)
2. Ada org cakap aku selalu hyper di skulah. o.o
3. Inda suka kena puji walautah banar sekalipun pujian2 yang di beri. HAHA.
4. I don't like to hold grudges.
5. I rather left things unspoken rather than make a whole mess out of it.
6. Can't seem to overcome her bad habits. :\
7. th of November is her birth day.
8. Has an A+ blood group.
9. But is a Thalassemia, minor. :) So thats why I can't be a blood donor.
10. Wants to be a Physiotherapist a.k.a Tukang urut professional. HEEEE :D

At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.

Everyone. ♥ ♥ ♥

GAKH.

HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAH
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HAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAAH
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I can do this all day.

I remembered of this piece of 'luck charm' or an 'energy booster' that I have been keeping for more than 6 months now.

Its in the form of a letter and it says:

- Rank for July Test = 77/96.

- Zatil has not improved, her grade remains at D/E.

- February Test = 58% (D); April Test = 55% (E); July Test = 53% (E).

- Total number of classwork done = 22/25. Failed = 8.

- Total number of homework done = 66/67. Failed =39.

- The good news is that Zatil has not failed any of her tests. However, she has scored quite low marks for all three. Some of the test questions are quite straightforward but she still cannot answer them. From her exercises and test answers, it seems that she lacks the in depth knowledge for the topics concerned. She simply needs to study to get all her facts. The problems could possibly be that she tends to write rough notes on pieces of paper during lessons which she does not organize until I ask for everyone's file for checking. For the last file checking, hers was done very neatly and in order but it was very late. I do not see the reason to decorate and type out all the notes before handing it in. It's a waste of time. All I'm interested in is that she has all the materials and notes that I gave her in order and complete. Zatil needs the time for something more fruitful, revision. She is capable of doing better but has not shown her true potential this year. It is still not to late for her to start revising. Her weakest point seems to be essay writing as she tends to answer out of point. Possibly due to misinterpretation of question and unsure about her facts. So work on question interpretation also. Sometimes her explanation in structured questions is not good, other times it's on the dot. This depends on whether she knows her facts or not. Don't forget your calculations and data analysis for paper 5.

Sekian. Wassalam. (XD NADEDEH)

Everybody in the class gets a piece each, and its very effective. :) As you can see for yourself, I am among the top 20 FROM DOWN BELOW. Its not like I care. I really didn't care. I get a U for my first ever L6 MPR then constantly gotten myself straight Ds till the end of my L6. Basically I was a D student for quite a while then I dropped to an E student during my Upper 6 years. I am not proud of those years. But you see, I managed to get through. I really wonder how. My teacher said, I really have a really good luck all this time and my results are kaluk ones. :D True I guess.

OK so I lied. YOU DO HAVE TO GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE PLAYSTATIONS OR LAPTOPS TO GET THROUGH A LEVEL. SERIOUSLY. AND THIS THING, THEY CALL IT 'SACRIFICES'. >_<

I had my share so why don't you do yours? Yes I know life is unfair. Siigh. BUT ITS WORTH IT YOU KNOW. BUT OF COURSE, unless you are among those very gifted ones. -.- So no comment on that. You go ahead and play your RPGs. :)

I guess its because of the A Level results that I feel I want to entirely reminisce my college life. :)

the moment part 2

OH. Hai.

Last Saturday, I went to my beloved school and gotten my Statement of Results. It really wasn't a dream. o.o

General Paper c
Biology NO RESULT

Chemistry B

Mathematics B

BIDA JUA TU 'NO RESULT' AH.

Patience. Patience. Patience. All I need now is patience. Fuuuuuh. OK. And so, I met many many many of my friends and aquaintances since morning and I misses them so much! I miss being in school. T.T tsk tsk tsk.

Zerah picked me up around 8 in the morning and we went straight to school and found out si Hanney was still waiting at the parking lot. At this time, si Jes sudah menunggu di atas. Alone. SORRY JES! -.-' I know I was the one who said that I'll come early. Zerah tu. HAHA its always Zerah who was at fault. Heeeeheeee. :D Then sejurus XD saja kami naik, sapa nah ku jumpa? SI AMALISH! Hahaha. Capi banar. What a coincidence. But really, there are 3 repeatative things that happens after I meet a friend:

1. Me: Apa kau dapat?
   A Friend: ABCDEUabcdeu etcetra. Kau?
2. Me: I got an X for my Bio~~! *exaggerated face*
3. A Friend: HAAAH?! O.O?! / Cana plang bleh? o.o?! / *eyes blinked and bangang*

Then tejumpa tia si Jes! Hehe. Ia sama si Aqilah. Aqilah ani an aquaintance but actually shes from my Maths class. I never really talk to her. XD Then keatas kami mengambil Slip. Met Munir guy! Then tejumpa ShiouYiiiii! She aced hers! XD Envy ku eh anak atu. When I told her about my X, shes was like "Kabak2 ku eh for you" with a very serious face! XD I bet shes worried. Apatah lagi akuuu.. ja? Thenn thenn tejumpa someone! :) :)

Me: Ahh~~~~! Ko bedating sama boyfriend ku ahhh~!
*do the tangan thing of 'Ahh~~!'*
Her: *NERVOUS FACE*

HEHEHEE. I don't know whether its because of that or pasal her results that she looks very awkward around me. Don't worry. I am... cool? With the fact that YOU WENT OUT WITH MY BOYFRIEND?????! HAHAHAHA. Seriously, I don't mind. FUUFUUUFUUU! Awuu wahhhh, banar2 aku okayyy. Apakaaan aku ah.

Then we (Zerah, Hanney, Jes and I) went separate ways. Before that, I met si Aqilah, Muai and Nabila in front of the library and told about my X. They were like O.O? HUHUHU. Then tejumpa si Yasir lagi. Sama jua reactionnya. Haha. Wonder wheres si Mumu? THAT GUY KEEP ON TEXTING ME LIKE HELL!!!!!!!!!! MAJAL WAH!!!!!!! Pasal parking punnn yehhh!!! -.-' So I went to check for Mrs. Irene but shes busy in the audi for the Lower 6 admission. Then melintas tia ku arah Chemistry Department and telihat my breakdown.

04 05 AS(?)

C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!! PAPER 5 KU D, NOT AN E!!!!!!! SANANG HATI KU EHHH!!! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA!!!! THANK GOD!!! *.* <-- glitter eyes

THEN TEJUMPA KU MY FIRST WIVES! SI GMAH AND SI ANNA! Yes, they both are my first wife. Shared. While I am their second wife. -.-' How unfair. Huhu. We went to the Biology Department together and saw our breakdowns.

04 05 AS(?)
B B X

Lawa kan? Bunyinya macam BEBEKS. -.-' So now its clear why my overall result is an X. They didn't include my AS. Then I left them to check for my Maths breakdown. I met si Jes and Mumu again there.

03 04 AS(?)
C D A

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH!!! Mechanics ku D WOOOHOOOO!!! I thought I flunked it. And I thought my Pure Maths would be worst. But then again, THANK GOD. *.* Baru ku kan lari, ada tia org memanggil nama ku. Ku toleh.... SI TIKAHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! WAAH I MISSS HERRRR SI KAMBANG AAHHHH. HUHUHU. Ia dapat 5 conditional offers udah and she showed me the list and asked for my opinion. I said "Always take the best :)" hehehe. Si Nisah pun ada but didn't get to congratulate her for her 2 'A's. Eco lagi tu. Fuhh~!

After that we went to the exam section and met si Gmah and Anna. I asked si Jes and Mumu to go stamp their certs first over at VIP Room while I go ranting over at the exam section. But I didn't because the teacher was sooo funnyyy and humble. All they said was "Just go home and warm your pillow" Haha. Yeah basically I just have to wait for them to contact me regarding my final result. Siigh. No Otago I think? Never mind. There is still UK to consider.

When I went outside, si Zerah and Hanney were there waiting, so did si Gmah and Anna. I explained to them and then went to the VIP Room with Zerah and Hanney to stamp our certs. UNLUCKILY, ramai orang. So kami pergi makan dulu over at our beloved canteen and sat on our spot. Ahh, how I miss those lunch times. We really had a great laugh. Sigh. I will really miss them. :'( Though you guys are not bestfriends but you guys were very very close to me, well compared to masa Form 5. We were from different 'tribes' hahahahahaha.

"Aku ada standard..." XD XD HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA! Zerah knows what and who I am talking about. Hehehhehehehehehe. Then Mumu balik pasal kan servicing his car. I said to him "WHY TODAY OF ALL DAYS?" And apa nah nya "Appointment udah bah" GEH. Sasak ku. Tadi msg mcm apa. CEH. Then Hanney pun balik pasal kan ambil certs nya yang lain. Followed by si Jes pasal kan mendangani sisternya admission. So tinggal aku dengan si Zerah. Naik kami, jumpa lagi si dalenks ku, Gmah and Anna, now ada si Fakhri (dalenk si Gmah). There we talked further about my X. -.-'

THEN TEJUMPA SI WEI DENG DONG!!!!

Me: What did you got?? Triple Assssssss ni ehhhh.
Him: *smiled proudly and showed 4 fingers and waved it*
Me: AIIIII!! KAMBANGGG! So its a ...quadd..uhm??
Him: Quadruplets. XD

I meant to say Quartet. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Too much classical music bah aku ah. EEEEEE, I ENVY MY CHINESE FRIENDSSSSS. Tadi si Shiouyiii. Bis si Chi Haw and Ho Han apatah lagi. Sorry if I misspell your names ah. Huhu. Then back to si Gmah, "EH NGAPA KAN KAMU ITAM SEMUA ANI?" Kana jawab tia jua oleh si Fakhri, "Ada orang mati" XD HAHAA.

Then then finally we go stamp our certs. Met si Hanney again. Then something really really irritating happened. I won't say it here. But...

ARGHHHH LUAN JUAAAAAAA INDA BELAJAR MIB KAHHHH?????!!!!
INDA JUA PAYAH CEMATU KALIAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! INDA PUAS HATI PASAL HIDUP DRG
KALIIIII!!! INDA TAU ETIKA SEMASA BEKERJA KALIII!!! INDA BELAJAR SOPAN SANTUN
KAHHH?!?!?!?!?!?!?

There. That'll do. Zerah and Hanney tau tu. -.-' Then Zerah balik. Tinggal aku sama Hanney. Di library kami menphotocopy the rest of our certs. Caya, from 200 to 9 copies left. HAHAHA. 3 orang plang pakai tu: Hanney, Mumu and aku. We talked like the good old days. Aku sama Hanney selalu tu becerita kalau dalam library. Hehe. Oh we miss Vynna~ WHERE ARE YOU VNAAA????~~ COME OUTT~~~! HEHEHE.

Then si Hanney tiba-tiba craving to buy chocolates arah Hua Ho Gadong Property. Inda jua ku realised tu rupanya tempat atu Hua Ho. XD So we went out sekejap. She drives. Then datang sana bali Cades and ice-cream pulang. HEHE. Lepak dalam kereta and ceta-ceta lagi. Then finally went back to school to do the final stamping. HUHU. Then Hanney balik, I waited for my dad LIKEWISE arah tangga bawah ah. It was my waiting spot for almost 2 years and now, I guess I will miss the spot.

No, I will miss Maktab Duli. :'(

So juniors, don't complain. Lagipun banyak perbaruan udah kena buat for the sake of you little ones. (HEYY HEYY, I WAS ONCE THOSE LITTLE ONES TOO!!) :D :D :D

But my point is -.-'...... STUDY HARD AND SMART SO THAT YOU WOULD'NT REGRET TO HAVE SEEN YOUR STATEMENT OF RESULT TO BE WRITTEN "NO RESULT"S AND "UNGRADED"S ON IT.

DON'T IGNORE. TAKE IT.

the moment

I don't know why but I am quite in the mood to blog about what happened on 29th January. For 2 weeks long, I have been trying to google this:

A LEVEL NOVEMBER 2008 RESULTS BRUNEI

I have been having this mixed feelings about it ever since I first typed it out; temptation, anxiety, excitement, doubts, etcetra -- every kinds of feelings. And as days gone by, it faded away bit by bit but at the moment, to know that your mother just made a phone call and told you its going to come out today...?

o_O?!?!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAA!

Seriously. I couldn't think. As I walk out the room, I keep on going around and round and round the family hall when I was actually wanted to go to the bathroom. My mind was really numb. And most of my expressions were like this: o.o

Then I spent most of my time online; thanks to Amalish for accompanying me till the end. Been checking bruneiexam and bruneiastronomy most of the time for softcopies during that nerve-wreaking time which until now, not anywhere to be found. And 2 people, EVEN TWO PEOPLE, helped me by registering for the SMS thing meaning RESULTKU WORTH 6 BRUNEIAN DOLLAR BABYYY! Haha.

I, thoughtLESSly, said to my mom "Sapa bagitau result ku dulu, ku cium ni." since its already 3.30 pm at that time. Never in my life waited for that long for my exam result. Then the moment came just before I was finally going to the toilet (was reluctant to leave the phone). My mom's phone default message tone rang, which seemed pretty loud only at that moment. No suspense here. My cousin, who was one of the two who registered for me, forwarded the 'RESULT'. Since my mom is long-sighted, I uhh HAVE TO read it myself.

BIO/X
CHM/B
MTH/B
GNP/c

Note: I didn't do this to brag. Duiima, banyak lagi result org outstanding. And plus, I don't really think that other people other than my close friends will be reading this 'almost dead' blog. The only big deal to me is my Biology. Its my life. Kapish?

Bangangness came shortly after I read it. Then, I went blank. Very very blank. I only thought of this: I love Biology, very very very much. I did come to every sitting; I have witnesses :). I did checked whether I wrote my indexes during the exam; out of constant paranoia. AND I DID CARRIED FORWARD MY NOVEMBER; I went to the exam setion myself to check for the details. Period.

Then why in the world would I get, out of all the 25 alphabeths, an X?

o.o..?

o.O..?!

O_O!!!!

T__T!?!?!?!?

Of course yes. I snapped and broke down eventually. Cried like a crazy person and can't think of the possibility of the X to be some sort of a silly mistake, which everybody who I told can think of. Sampai inda tediri wah and bida lagi tu. Sheesh. Like I totally neglected my other subjects. SERIOUSLY. In my eyes were only 'BIO/X'. I think my eyes crossed like this: x.x pasal luan banyak tepikirkan X. One more reason was, I am planning to take Biology-related courses. So yes, I have the rights to rant about it.

I am very grateful for my other subjects though. Chemistry, Mathematics and GP was expected, especially GP :). I am proud of my GP not because of apa, its just that from the start of my GP classes, I have been only getting Cs. Like, it is the ONLY subject that I am consistent with. And YES, I GOT THE C IN THE END TOO! XD Happy happy!

I am very very grateful for Chemistry despite the disappointing Paper 5. I bet I got an E for it. I should really checked for my breakdowns later, out of curiosity of how did I get it through, haaah. The Paper 5, as I remembered, was a nightmare. I only answer ONE SECTION, and consciously leave the other section blank. o.o Menangis kali ku ah, but lagi bida ku menangis pasal X ani lah. Haha.

Same goes to my Maths. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA *with the puas hati tone*. I DIDN'T DO MUCH OF THE PAST YEARS. HAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAHAHA *proud tone*. But nyeh, it serves me right. Could have aced it but the effort was, SIGH. But still very grateful that it didn't dropped to a C. THANK YOU GOD! *__* <-- glittery eyes. :) :)

So here are my list of people who I wanted to thank eventhough X ku balum kena resolve:

• BABU AND BAPAKU. For the constant 'advices' and money support :D. And to be there for me when I cried my eyes out and whenever I have doubts in my life decisions. And to pray for my success everyday :). I LOVE YOU BOTH MUCH EQUALLY! =3 =3 Why did I said 'equally'? Pasal I think most of the time I usually talk to my mom about everything. But both were there through my thick and thin. :)
• MY BIO TEACHERS: Miss Lim, Miss Hui Hui and especially Mrs. Irene. Mrs. Irene, thank you for everything. :) Just to let you know, you are my second favourite biology teacher who I wanted to be proud of myself. :D And I would really love to reach beyond your expectations someday. And to the other 2 teachers, thank you for your brilliant time with us. Afterall, you did teach us something. :)
• MY CHEM TEACHERS: Madam Sikha and especially Tchr Jusmanita. Cher Jus, though I didn't get to know you close enough but thank you for everything! Especially, thank you for being strict to me! :) :) :) And Madam Sikha, you too, thank you for everything! I can't really say that only tuition helped me through because tuition alone wouldn't suffice for me. Cher Jus gave us everything, so do Mdm Sikha; from 'vigorous' classworks, homeworks and WONDERFUL NOTES! So the sum of all that, I am sad to say, I should have aced it. But I am still grateful compared to my early MPRs of Us. XD
• MY MATHS TEACHERS: Tchr Yohan Hendricks and especially Tchr Law Kok Beng. THANK YOU BOTH! Though we were only with Tchr Yohan for quite a short time but THANK YOU FOR THE BRILLIANT FORMULAS. I didn't get to use some though which is such a waste. Sigh. And I am sooo sorry that I escaped your class 4 times in a row (masa near exam). I knew that you saw me and said nothing. D:
• MY, THE ONE AND ONLY GP TEACHER: Miss Adyani! YOU ARE SUCH A BRILLIANT TEACHER. I like you a lot because you are fun! FUN FUN FUN! :) :) And you changed my views of life and the world itself. And thats big. :D So THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!! And thank you for making me realise that our Earth is only this small because that makes me realise all the big deals are small deals afterall. :D Like my X deal. Haha.
• EVERYONE ELSE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR CARE ALL THIS TIME! :D

I can only say how thankful I am but couldn't really show how. So, I'll try to show it like this:

THANK YOU!

There. Thats how big my thank is. Suspense. :) Sadly, I wanted it to be bigger than the web page. Sigh. Bah I have to take a shower. I am going to go to school and rant there. XD Nada deh. Going to see my beloved teachers and kiss them. XD XD

Wait, X ku kan di apa? o.o haa.

-its not the end yet- :)

PRESENT TENSE

I AM MOVING ON -_-'' (some people should know what I mean by this).

AND SO, I can finally talk about somethingelse now. I am a bit reluctant though due to the fact that I have not uploaded photos from DevMeet.

HEEYY ITS NOT MY FAULT BAH! APA TU, THE BLOGGER ONLY
LET ME UPLOAD ONE PHOTO AT A TIME. LIKE, WHAT?? I HAVE MORE THAN 60 PHOTOS KALIAH. THEN THE CONNECTION LAGI TU MACAM APA!

Okayy, let it go. (talking to self) >_<

OKAY SO, what have I missed out?

TAHUN BARU HIJRIAH 1430. NEW YEAR 2009. ASTA FAMILY DAY. TUA ABG (nya niece ku) KAWIN. 3YEARS♥. NIECEKU SKULAH. "SPONTANEOUS" (nya Amal) OUTINGS. HANNEY'S. MOE INTERVIEW. SAKINAH'S. SHADOW ATTACHMENT.

And the best of them all is:

HANDCRAFTS: PLUSHIES♥♥♥

I am so in love with 'DIY' ('Do It Yourself') stuffs/thingy or whateveryoucallit. From papers to fabrics. I want to try it all. Recent example is Hanney's birthday present. I MADE HER A BUMBLEBEE PLUSH/SOFTIE! Since her name is Hanney/Honey so yeah, that should do it. I tell you, IT WAS NOT EASY but I made it overnight though (and because I was excited when sewing it together). To me, it was an achievement since I never really expected myself to actually sew everything IN PIECE and plus, BY FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS. -_-'' I admit that I am very bad at following "manuals".

I found the tutorial and FREE pattern over at DeviantART, so credits also goes to the owner for providing me with the INSTRUCTIONS which I needed very badly >_<

Here is where I do my work but I prefer hand sewing for making plushies.

So far I have made:

The Messy Ninja Guy
(my very first try)

The Squared Skull
(planning to make a lolita skull next, anyone wants?)

Ono, The Onogiri XD

My money pouch
My new principle: make the money feel comfortable so that more money will come.
So far it works. :D :D (though the photo tells otherwise haha)

last but not least,
Hanney's Bumblebee
SEE, I told you. It was in piece!

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THERE, I UPDATED. >_<