GAH.
I tried not to be over confident for this upcoming June AS, and I kept telling myself, "I am not confident, I am not confident; I am just excited, this is excitation; I did it, and I can do it again." Convincing much, yes?
For last November AS, I did not do much revisions as I am now for June AS; this freaks me out. Big time. Because for one thing that I know about myself is that, I tend to flunk when things get too 'serious' and too organized.
What annoys me most is that people kept saying that I don't have to worry anymore about my Biology and/or that I will aced my June again. They are making me more and more aware of my own abilities, in a way that, it scares me. I know they are just trying to 'NOT discouraging' me and to them, as a way of support.
BLA BLA BLA
To Amalina, a very good friend of mine, if she is reading this (I hope she do read this someday): I care about the people who are kind to me, which includes you. Be strong, and do not hurt yourself IN ANY WAY. No cutting, no writing hurtful frustrated letters or post-its, no vandalizing yourself, no cursing (you don't curse, do you?), no punching, no everything that will result to more pain. OK? You are one, and probably the only friend that I have, who has this consistency in believing her own philosophy. This is my view about you so I am sorry if you don't feel that its right. One more thing is that, I really enjoy doing window shoppings with you. (:
I tried not to be over confident for this upcoming June AS, and I kept telling myself, "I am not confident, I am not confident; I am just excited, this is excitation; I did it, and I can do it again." Convincing much, yes?
For last November AS, I did not do much revisions as I am now for June AS; this freaks me out. Big time. Because for one thing that I know about myself is that, I tend to flunk when things get too 'serious' and too organized.
What annoys me most is that people kept saying that I don't have to worry anymore about my Biology and/or that I will aced my June again. They are making me more and more aware of my own abilities, in a way that, it scares me. I know they are just trying to 'NOT discouraging' me and to them, as a way of support.
BLA BLA BLA
To Amalina, a very good friend of mine, if she is reading this (I hope she do read this someday): I care about the people who are kind to me, which includes you. Be strong, and do not hurt yourself IN ANY WAY. No cutting, no writing hurtful frustrated letters or post-its, no vandalizing yourself, no cursing (you don't curse, do you?), no punching, no everything that will result to more pain. OK? You are one, and probably the only friend that I have, who has this consistency in believing her own philosophy. This is my view about you so I am sorry if you don't feel that its right. One more thing is that, I really enjoy doing window shoppings with you. (:
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OH greetings. Thank you! =) I will link you up. xoxo
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