Frankly speaking, I have forgotten everything that I wanted to blog about.
Or probably... "Its an animal thing." - Vin Diesel ...uh, forget that.
Or maybe... lets pick a word.
Scholarship.
So OK, a week after I received my AS results, the word 'scholarship' came into my mind - it bothers me... so much. I have been longing to meet up my AE career counselor, to talk this out - what can I expect from my upcoming AS/A Level? etc. I got so confuse, really confuse just after receiving my results, as if I didn't have any more goals in life. I know this may sounded so, I don't know, cheesy or braggish maybe, but it is the truth. YES REALLY.
LISTEN. Nothing has ever occurred in my life in a way that something that I thought 'impossible' for me to achieve, are there, in front of my naked eyes. It just happened. When I read through my posts last Oct/Nov, exactly the time before I sat for my AS, I said something like "F!@#, and I have not done anything." It was true. I didn't even finished my past years papers.
NOT IN DENIAL ANYMORE. It motivates me. After all.
I have searched through MD HEU, UCAS and even British Council. I still don't get it.
Someone, anyone, HELP.
P/S: OH look. Thats my dad. He didn't know that I took this.
Or probably... "Its an animal thing." - Vin Diesel ...uh, forget that.
Or maybe... lets pick a word.
Scholarship.
So OK, a week after I received my AS results, the word 'scholarship' came into my mind - it bothers me... so much. I have been longing to meet up my AE career counselor, to talk this out - what can I expect from my upcoming AS/A Level? etc. I got so confuse, really confuse just after receiving my results, as if I didn't have any more goals in life. I know this may sounded so, I don't know, cheesy or braggish maybe, but it is the truth. YES REALLY.
LISTEN. Nothing has ever occurred in my life in a way that something that I thought 'impossible' for me to achieve, are there, in front of my naked eyes. It just happened. When I read through my posts last Oct/Nov, exactly the time before I sat for my AS, I said something like "F!@#, and I have not done anything." It was true. I didn't even finished my past years papers.
NOT IN DENIAL ANYMORE. It motivates me. After all.
I have searched through MD HEU, UCAS and even British Council. I still don't get it.
Someone, anyone, HELP.
P/S: OH look. Thats my dad. He didn't know that I took this.
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